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| Tuesday, 20-Sep-2005 00:00 |
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Chillin'
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my two front teeth
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before she got really sweaty n sticky
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glancing a a bird perhaps
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getting pretty scruffy by this time
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hmm...how do i make this bell ring?
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mommy where are you??
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partners in crime
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lets go Adam..forget your slippers
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Adammm...nooo!!!!
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| Friday, 16-Sep-2005 00:00 |
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Kinda backdated
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maybe the duck tastes nice...??
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when the basin still could fit both of them
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shall we drown these ducks Adam??
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forgot to mention...Tasya loves water
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i know she's getting quite cold actually
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wheeere's Tasya??!!
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I suddenly realized, I have so many pictures of her...I skipped some. These are when she was about one year plus. Still chubby, no teeth!!! Mommy and papa love you boocook... 
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| Tuesday, 9-Aug-2005 00:00 |
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To ease stress, I only have to look at you baby...
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You know when you get poked by someone for no reason, you get all upset. Now, I rasa macam nak menjerit. I have a million of things to do and the very last thing I need is someone to pop by and irritate the hell out of me.
So, I decide to see Tasya's sweet little face. Now she can say "I love Mommy..." but in her very cute way. I love you too sayang...I only have to look at you and the world is happier again.
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| Tuesday, 2-Aug-2005 00:00 |
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Mommy had a course in PD
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at the room, she just woke up from slumber
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say goodnight to the sun sayang...
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she wanted to be free...
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Well, I don't recall getting anything out of the course other than a headache for 3 days straight  On the first day, we drove down to PD together. My goodness it was fun. Just having Tasya with us...alone. Then I had to attend the course, which I dreaded because my mind was back in the room...with Tasya and Papa.
We took her later that day to the beach, it was her first experience at the beach. I was still scared of the tsunami tragedy. Well, she had fun nevertheless, splashing water with her feet at the pool. Baby, mommy promise we'll go for more of these later okay sayang?? And not just when mommy goes for a silly course. I love you.
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| Monday, 11-Jul-2005 00:00 |
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Mommy graduates
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walking from the parking spot in stilletos
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I never figured out how to wear that thing
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Punya la jauh nak kena jalan!!!
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I can't even remember how and why I decided to do this again...study. It was crazy, one of the craziest things I have ever done in my life. It was difficult right from the very beginning. I went here and there to look for the right place where I finally settled at ITM. Why? Because the medium was English and I thought maybe I would fare better there. So there I was, agreeing for those night classes. What was I thinking? Even superwoman would have been exhausted herself.
Papa and myself moved to a place near Shah Alam so my travellings would not be so far. Tasya was not around yet then. Every morning I would wake up at 6.15, bathe, drink mama's super Meal Shakes and drive off with my beloved silver Kancil (har! har! it almost looked grey at times. The car was so old, it rattled all the way...yet it was my ever endearing stallion). I'd get to the office by about 8.30 after having gone through hoards of cars in endless traffic jams all the way. By about 5.30pm, there I was again hitting the roads all the way back to Shah Alam, of course, not without wading horrendous KL traffic!! 
By about 7.20 I would reach ITM, all weary but still full of anticipation. Maybe it was more of anticipating to meet my wonderful friends Class would end at 10pm and there I was again, hitting the roads. This was another anticipation...to finally see him after a long day. He'd wait for me by the window. As I drove pass the front drive, he would wave at me frantically as if we had not seen each other for years (jiwang sket...) 
Can you believe it, it would then be about elevenish and I would go straight for the kitchen...to cook!!! By about 11.45, I would have dinner with him. You see, he wouldn't mind, having to wait for me that long to have dinner
But that is if I am not ill. Many a times, I become ill. Then, along comes my hero. Mama. At WHATEVER cost, she would find ways and means to assist me. She would prepare my dinner, all warm and placed neatly in her food warmers (ada satu tu Opah punye...gila long lasting!!). She would make coffee and put it in a thermos. Everything was packed nicely into a picnic basket and that includes dishwashing liquid, sponge, kain buruk, plates, cups, sforks and spoons, and old newspaper. Boleh? She would drive. She would insist to drive and tell me.."Okay, you sleep and rest, biar Mama bawak kereta." Of course I would not sleep. We would chat all the way. Once she gets there, she'll get busy. She secures us that spot next to the Dewan Budiman, as though anybody else would take it!!
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| Friday, 1-Jul-2005 00:00 |
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Today...mommy sedih..
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you look so serene...
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you give me happiness just by looking at you
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you are such a big girl already
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Sometimes I become sad...for no single reason that I can really put my finger on. Many things sadden me, so I suppose, I am suffering from the accumulation of deprssing issues. 
Love is suppose to be free...love is suppose to be forever...love is suppose to be blinding...love is suppose to be full, so full that is drowns you...to the point you grapple for breath. But that's love in fantasia, not here, not on earth, where mortals reside. I understand now...of Romeo and Juliet, of Helen and Paris, of Shah Jehan and Mumtaz...of Jack and Rose in Titanic. How stupid of me to have expected the dreams these people foolishly thirst for...how stupid.
Love one another but make not a bond of love
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music
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| Thursday, 23-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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Innocence
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| Tuesday, 14-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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Baju Kurung
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| Monday, 13-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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Sayang
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sayang...mimpi mommy ok...?
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mommy trying to be very seni
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a very bad nyamuk bit her!!
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Hadirmu dalam hidupku
Meredakan kemusykilan cintaku
Hadirmu dalam hidupku
Menghilangkan gerhana jiwa
Janji cintaku setia padamu
Ku dakap erat dalam setiap langkah
Biar apa pun yang melanda
Kau pelita hatiku
Menerangi setiap sudut sanubariku
Kaulah mimpiku
Kau realitiku
Mewarnakan duniaku
Hadirmu membisikkan
Cinta yang dulu tak ku kenali
Hadirmu mendamaikan
Jiwa resah penuh gelora
Janji cintaku, setia padamu
Ku dakap erat dalam setiap langkah
Biar apa pun yang melanda
Kau pelita hatiku
Menerangi setiap sudut sanubariku
Kaulah mimpiku
Kau realitiku
Mewarnakan duniaku
Janji padamu
Ku serah segala rasa cinta yang membara
Tiada terpadam
Selamanya
Cintaku padamu[/i][/i]
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| Friday, 10-Jun-2005 00:00 |
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The best thing that ever happened to me
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my precious...
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my papa is a giant, look at his hands!!
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mommy's 2 month old princess
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[size=9]It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
And walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever grateful
Forever thankful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayer
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayer
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here [/size]
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